My daughter for a day
...actually it was for a night. I had one of the weirdest dreams last night (that I've still remembered in the morning). The dream itself was pretty normal, other than a few points which I'll get to in a minute, but it was how I felt after waking up that really freaked me out. In my dream, I had a daughter, a baby girl, and in the morning I realized that I was happy in the dream, and sad that it wasn't true.
Now I'm not saying that I wish I had kids right now. It's just not the right time. :) (so you can keep breathing mom) But in my dream I was suddenly stuck with this baby girl out on what appeared to be a family vacation of sorts, and as soon as I found out she was mine, she was the most beautiful thing in the world. I was incredibly happy and couldn't let go of her.
Lot's of other stuff happened in the dream as well, nothing out of the ordinary for a family camping trip. The one thing that tipped me off that I was in a dream was that my daughter was only a couple months old at the beginning and by the end she was at least 6 years old, in the span of a day.
So I just don't know what to make of this dream. I had the greatest little girl. We played games with each other and jokes on other people. She laughed and cried and was amazingly smart. I woke up around 7:00 and didn't even hit my snooze button. She was lost and I had to lie in bed for a while to let that sink in. I got up, grabbed my books and some breakfast, and left for a run on the treadmill at school. It's been two hours now since the dream ended and it's still all I'm thinking about. Hopefully I can pay attention in class. Don't worry folks, I'll be fine, just confused about how I apparently felt about being a single parent.
In other news, I'm the 2006 male bowling champion for the U of A. Jeff, Steph, Nevin and I entered as a team on Saturday (5 pin bowling). I shot a 266 in my first game (two turkeys, one coming in the tenth frame) and finished with the highest single game score, highest three game total (Nevin was second), and our team won for the highest three game total. I finally got my campus rec t-shirt. I was so happy about that I actually went out and celebrated that night...hard. If there is anyone else I offended, owe money to, or punched in the head on the dance floor, please tell me. I'm not ignoring you...I just don't remember.